What I learned Today

Hi pal, again and again. Maybe for the I don't know how many times I had been hurted by my friends..

Ok seems over but that was true. At first they seem too nice and like a good friend that I can I share everything with. But just a few days ago I just realized that they were TOO MUCH MAKE UP, I mean they have two faces (muka dua: Indonesian language). When they were hearing my story and responds they seem like they were care enough to me but at least *jeng jeng jeng jeng* they actually don't care at all. How did I know that? I can see that from their gestures..hmm so pfffft I hate them. Once, they were planning to go to watching movie and they weren't ask me to go with them. I felt so umm but ok. From now I don't wanna ask them to go with me and the last thing I learned is..... "Don't easily trust with people who just looks nice but you don't even know themselves in personality." and this one Fake friends are like fall leaves, found everywhere.

So from now be selective to catch all the fakeness! LOL thx:*

I Have A Crush On

I just looked up to my twitter and saw the Trending Topic, and there was #IHaveACrushOn hashtag! Probably people wouldn't say who is her or his crush hahaha either me well here are some #crazyandtruestory bout me lol

#IHaveACrushOn him, yeah of course!
#IHaveACrushOn someone who will probably never feel the same.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who probably doesn't even know I'm exist.
#IHaveACrushOn Harry Styles but he has someone right now lol.
#IHaveACrushOn someone that is not mine. My bad, sorry.
#IHaveACrushOn Nathan well oops! He is maybe doesn't feel the same but I sad lol.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who's way to good for me.
#IHaveACrushOn a guy with blue eyes.
#IHaveACrushOn my bed. We go to sleep together every night.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who likes anybody else right now.
#IHaveACrushOn my ex. Oh well (I don't even have an ex) lol.
#IHaveACrushOn this guy I've been knowing for quite some time.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who doesn't belong to me.
#IHaveACrushOn someone special, out there.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who I will never have a chance with.
#IHaveACrushOn my classmate lol.
#IHaveACrushOn someone that would never have a crush on me.
#IHaveACrushOn someone that I have ever met 2 times.
#IHaveACrushOn umm hell, hi but :herpderp: :megusta:

Im back babe

Hai, panggil aja gue mantannya Harry Styles.
Gak deng, gue boong jangan percaya. Hari ini UAS gue selesai loh teman22, disaat anak2 sekolah lain masih berkutat dengan lingkaran itu. Dan dan dan....bad news-nya gue masih nge-stuck sama doi haha.
Oke gue rasa gue dan doi sangat2 fit&cocok!! Perasaan gue doang kali.
Pertama, kemaren gue ganti tas jadi tas slempang. Terusannya doi juga ganti tas slempang
Kedua, hari ini doi bawa sapu tangan. Dan gak sengaja gue juga bawa
Ketiga, hari ini temen gue mau minjem rautan terus manggil gue "nama gue", eh yang nengok doi sambil ngomong "Apaan?" dan temen gue bilang "emang lo *nama gue*?" Itu kan berarti doi nyadar kalo separoh jiwanya terpanggil :')
Yang gak cocoknya adalah.......
Gue suka sama doi tapi doi naksir cewek lain, takdir kali ya. Cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan huhu
Kalo menurut buku yang baru gue baca sih, "Jika salah satunya tidak memiliki ruang yang cukup untuk cinta, maka cinta itu akan beranjak pergi." - Refrain. Yaudah lah ya *trollface* *foreveraloneface* *ngesotsambilnangis*

Spare time

Radar neptunus abal

A Narrative Story

Windows of Gold

     Once upon a time there lived a poor farmer and his daughter, Emma. They lived in a simple hut in the hills above a valley. Each morning, Emma had to help her father with the farm chores. One of them was milking the cow. While doing her chore, she would look across the valley and admire the beautiful view she always saw there. There, on the other side of the valley, was a house with gleaming windows of gold.

     "I wonder who lives there," Emma sighed. "They must be so rich that their house windows are made of gold."

     Emma longingly imagined how wonderful it must be to live in a house with windows of gold. They must have maids to do all the chores. No cleaning the house, no working on the field. They must often throw extravagant parties with dancing, fancy dresses and gourmet food.

     Emma's father was concerned when one day he saw his daughter look so sad. "What's bothering you, dear?" he asked gently.

     "I wish we were rich," Emma said softly.

     "But we are. We are healthy, happy, and we have each other," her father said. "But we don't live in a house with windows of gold, like the people across the valley. Please take me there, father. I want to know what kind of people live in such a beautiful house," Emma begged.

     Emma's father gave her a warm smile. "Alright, dear. Tomorrow I'll take you there. But you must promise me that you'll be happy with whatever you find out."

     The nest day, Emma and her father left home at the crack of dawn. By noon they had started to climbed up the hill across the valley. By late afternoon they had finally arrived at a group of houses. These houses were small and plain, like their own. The house with windows of gold was nowhere to be seen.

     "Excuse me!" Emma called out to a girl about her age. "We're looking for a house with windows of gold. Can you tell me which way to go?"

     "House with windows of gold? I've never seen such a thing around here," the girl replied.

     "But I always see it every morning from my house across the valley," said Emma.

     The girl looked suprised. "You lived there?" she asked. "I've always been amazed by your house! Every afternoon I admire your golden windows. Look!" The girl pointed across the valley towards Emma's house.

      Emma and her father turned around and looked. The windows of their simple house were gleaming in the afternoon sun. They looked very much like the windows of gold across the valley Emma always admired from her house in the morning. Then she squeezed her father's hand tightly and gave him her sweetest smile. Her father knew that Emma was truly happy with what she had learned.

Normally absurd

All I have to do for now is....

Officially 16 babe

I am officially16 years old!!!! Wohooo
I will be 17 in one year, and will have KTP (it is a card which is identify someone as a people in my country). It was like uhm 7 days ago, yeah 6 September. I had same date of birthday with my dad. He was born at 6 September 1964 and I was born at 6 September 1996. We're twins yeaaah lol, I love him very much!! I have nothing for my birthday....I mean there is no party, but there was just like my mom and sist came to me and said "Selamat Ulang tahun kakak, Nana!" and also some of my best friends wishing me a birthday and I always loved when someone say hbd to me whoever they were. I was like ouuuuh I love you so much <3 bc you care about me :)

Honestly, I'm scared being a teenager. It seems like a life full of many things that scary me so much, like I don't wanna like somebody else..because I know what will happen later if it does not come back to me, heartbreaks. Then this life is full of regret Idk why, HELL NO I LIVE WITH NO REGRETS! but when we lost something that can't replace *On shuffle, Coldplay - Fix You. Ok, when  we get what we want but not what we need, then after doing something that we thought it was a waste. At least it was a destiny. So if we lose something, that is mean that it is not belongs to us. There is a thing which is the way better, just wait it will come themselves even we don't expect.

A cute blackforest from my beloved mom ♥ 

As long as we have a beautiful life and a kind family we wouldn't be felt lonely :):) i feel so so

Destiny always been here!

Passing Grade Universitas Indonesia 2011

Kode	Program Studi	Daya Tampung	Passing Grade(%)	Peminat Tahun Lalu
312013	Ilmu Hukum *	30		1334
312043	Psikologi *	20		999
312051	Ilmu Komunikasi	15		1320
312073	Ilmu Administrasi Negara	10		525
312154	Manajemen	20		1001
312176	Ilmu Hubungan Internasional	10		817
312265	Sastra Inggris	10		672

Nyesek broh nyesek T__T gue hanya membayangkan begitu pintar dan lucky-nya orang-orang yang nembus dari beratus bahkan beribu-ribu orang yang minat. Gimana cara mereka belajar...dan gimana perasaan mereka setelah tau mereka dapet UI. I just wish, bakal dapet salah satu jurusan diatas atau gak apa aja yang penting di UI. Amin!

Quote

Bonjour :D laisser cet adolescent solitaire dire de vous. 
I just read a quote on twitter saying:
Every time I laugh, I hope he's watching. So maybe, just maybe, he'll fall in love with my smile just like I did with his.
....and I just directly thinking I usually do that for my crush lol ahahahaha. It's too hard to get attention by my crush, but he can easily get my attention whenever I see his smile.

The second one:
When I'm going to sleep I just wondering if someday I could be your girlfriend and this time you will call me just wanna to say good night.

Can anyone tell me why dreams are always better than the reality? I mean a sweet dreams like something that impossible and makes you fly through the cloud 9, flying with a pony, seeing a beautiful of world from the top of the sky. *OVER*
Then I think I just can be thankful of God! Cuz anything that has happened or not yet is a destiny. And if it's not end with a happy ending that's mean it's not over because certainly end with a happy ending!
Merci.

Cheers on omegle

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: tomorrow is my 16th birthday but i still...............havent got a bf :(

Stranger: well thats okay

Stranger: you're still young

Stranger: you dont NEED a bf or gf to survive

Stranger: these years are about discovering yourself and enjoying life

Stranger: do fun shit

Stranger: go adventuring

Stranger: hang out with friends and be a decent person

Stranger: learn shit and have fun with shit

Stranger: and you'll find a bf who treats you wonderfully when your ready

You: aaaaaaaaaaah thanks for cheers {}

Stranger: and when the time comes dont just settle for anyone just because

Stranger: Just make sure that when you ARE intrested in someone they treat you like you're the most extraordinary person

Stranger: dont settle for less :)

Stranger: and happy birthday!

You: thanks you are very kind

Stranger: No problem

And.......after that, I felt better. Thank you dear, whoever you was :):)<3

The best couple ever

The princess

The prince

Defying Gravity

Defying gravity song by Lea Michele on the Glee tv show, lyrics:

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game

Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!

Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
Bring me down!
Ohh ohhh ohhhh!

Babysitting

Hey how ya doin' adorable people ;)
Yesterday I just met my nephew!! His name is Arai, he is very fat :D
He has very chubby cheeks, stocky hands, tubby stomach and.......he is so sweet and... funny! He has a very cute voice, he could say the number and alphabet in english, btw he is 2 years old. He calls me aunty Nana, aww now Im an aunty. Last night he slept in my home, we played together and took pics, he hold my hands and it felt like I am not alone :'). He is very clever! Ikr, he likes to playing games in his tab with english language. He likes to playing ball, and watching cartoon hahaha.
There he is:

Playing a ball

Photo-ing with me

Poor Me

Do you know why always when I started a convo, it will end with a miss communication :yuno:
My mom said that I always think a problem with unlogical perspective-_- How sad I am, I really want to change to a better one, but always can't....
Can someone out here help me to solve this problem :why:
But, my mom told me to be myself, I have to accept what I have and be thanked but..........
In the end it always makes me sad. When I looks at people, they can easily have a friend, starts a friendship, talks a topic. Then me, yeah I'm a silent person. I am not silet, but I don't know what to say. After I meet a new people they also be quite like me, then we did not have a topic to talked to. It was like 'why always me?' what else I could do???

So rare

Those boy who says good night before you sleep
Those boy who calls you back when you turned off his called
Those boy who says you are pretty and beautiful not who says you are hot and sexy
Those boy who always asks where you are
Those boy who called you sweety not hottie
Those boy who calls you just because he wants to hear your voice
Those boy who texts you first

About Fiber

Everyday I eat brown rice! And it was so delicious and rich of fiber. Fiber is essential nutrients that we can find from herbal foods. Fiber has a very vital function for health, such as to lower blood pressure of and prevent heart disease. 

Here are some fiber foods that must exist in your menu:

1. Apple

According to research, this  fruit has many fiber that has phytochemical substances and flanoid that has a function, to reduce the risk of lung cancer up to 50%. A quotes said "An apple a day keeps the doctor away."

2. Wheat bread

This bread is a mainstay for dieters, contains high fiber, anti oxidants and fitosterogen substances that can prevent heart disease and cancer.

3. Brown rice

This rice also a mainstay for dieters, has a high fiber, vitamin B1, B2, B6, tantoneat acid and help to oxidize the fatty acids.

Missing Thing

I don't know why I  titled this posting with 'false' now...let's begin!

OK. If you are a boy, have you ever say "good night" "sweet dreams" or whatever like that to a girl?

If you are a girl, have you ever got that word from a boy. If yes, maybe you'll get a punch of flowers instead your head whoaaa especially that guy is a special one, he is handsome, kind or maybe you get a crush on him. I think some boys thought it was a very ordinary things. But for a girl it WAS NOT!! 

I was ever got that word, but just once :/ I'm almost 16 but I........ #whocares

OK, the guy that said that words to me is very special!!! He is a British boy with dark brown haired and blue eyes, I was ever met him on omegle just then we contacted again on skype. Once I've ever had a video calls with him, guess what?? At first I saw him, he was very charming. At the beginning of the vid calls, it feels like I want to smile so badly, just because I seeing his beautiful face. Ah, I feel like I wanna go to that time. But it was like a month ago, and he was never online again till now :'( I don't know why. At the last time we had a conversation, he said that he wanted to take a bath, and said that he will come back online when it was probably too late in my country. Then I didn't talk to him anymore. Miss ya. Oh yeah!! This is the words that he said to me, whenever I seeing this it makes me.... :)

Today hehe

When love at the first sight happen…

Is that love?

Will we meet again?

The answer is maybe. Just it. So what should we do?

Ketika cinta pada pandangan pertama terjadi

Akankah itu disebut cinta?

Akankah kita bertemu kembali?

Jawabannya mungkin. Jadi apa yg harus kita lakukan? Menunggunya atau? Mencarinya?

Mungkin kita akan bertemu kembali, entah kapan entah disaat waktu yg tepat atau tidak tepat.

Ketika sepasang mata itu bertemu dengan mata ini, ketika tatapan itu tak bisa dihindari

Apakah ini hanya tatapan biasa? Ataukah …

Aku pun tidak bisa mengartikan tatapan itu

Apakah kau merasakan hal yg sama denganku?

Aku hanya dapat mengingat mata itu, ketika mata itu berhasil membuatku tak sadarkan oleh sekitar. hanya beberapa detik

Ya, hanya beberapa detik. Namun aku tak dapat melupakan tatapan itu

Ini semua terjadi karena anak kecil itu.

Kalaupun anak kecil itu tidak datang, mungkinkah ini terjadi padaku?

Mungkinkah tatapan mata itu terjadi?

Aku pun tak tahu identitasnya, hanya tatapan mata yg terjadi ya hanya itu.

Mungkinkah kita bertemu kembali? Aku harap ya.

Mungkinkah sepasang mata ini akan melihat mata itu kembali?

(riung tenda)

Alli Met One Direction

If you liked Cody Simpson you'll know who is Alli. She is Cody's lil sist. And recently she just interviewed the boys, the UK band, One Direction. Weeeee I wanna be Alli and meet them:)


So, here is the video of the interviews by RADIODISNEY

                     Alli Simpson Met One Direction

Wondering

Thanks Dearest Life

Imagine... If people whom you see everyday, people whom you wouldn't expect to meet and you know, people who will be your best friends, your future. People around you, like mother, father, friend, a person who come across your mind every second, your ex-(maybe), your crush, your dearest/fu*king teachers, your grandma and grandpa will be forever in your mind. You know, the time is going. It run so fast. The past is past, now is now and the future is waiting for you. No matter what will happens, it just will come to you. You will be so excited or so scared of it. Therefore, enjoy today, count memories, don't count sadness and happiness, just livin' it. Memories will be lasting in our mind, however it's sad or happy, however it's a big thing or a small thing. Be thankful for whoever who has been be your side till now, and your memories would be forever in your heart.

Flower Get Nerd

Pink Zero

I learned today to be different. :clevergirl: 

Water from Our Eyes

Crying.

"I'm crying today because I get hurt...." so many times I heard that words. Get hurt, why you are all very weak at it? Just let that go and find another things that will makes you happy.

Yep, all the things in this life happened because of D E S T I N Y. God has set up it all from we are in our mom's womb. Mistic, but it was true! People often cry becaeuse of a broke heart. Get over it! It was useless!

If you was thinking of someone that never will thinking you just for a second. It just waste your time for a wrong people. You must take another side of this life. See a thing with a whole perspective. Don't judge by the looks, think over. You may be regret it!. Life isn't how you make it, it's how you walk it. Do all the things with your heart. Not looks other people, not cares with what people say. They are just for a while and you will be here forever! And.....people often crying because of maybe, get a bad score at school and it doesn't matter. Learn and fail is the step. You can't be success if you haven't feel it. This is life! Be true, be real. Fail doesn't mean all is end but it was the beginning! SO! Think over of something, and not too easy to give up.

Much love x.

Alone is Shadow

You know.

You will never be alone.

Just stand up.

Just wait.

You know.

When you are give up.

There is no one cares.

There is no one stand beside you.

You know.

But you will know.

There was God and will always stand here.

Beside you.

Always.

Sketch Draw by Me

Baby Barbie Shopping

Lets go to France

What the hell

Real friendship

England!

Mix and match-horses

We found a jungle
in a hopeless place

Fashion week

Life is a chocolate

Da fuq

Why I love you is a hard question to answer. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can explain every way that I love you because that's in possible. I love your voice. Your smile, is the hardest thing to say! I can't stop melted when I sees your perfect smile. When I saw you, I can't hide my eyes, this eyes just staring at your face. Looking for you, keep looking till you looking at me back. Your lips, so thick I feel like I wanna kiss you! But I can't lol. 

Saw Greyson

Hey you all beautiful&&&handsome people. I was soooooo HAPPY.

Guess what, I just came to Greyson Chance's concert!!!!

First, I knew him from a magazine. My sister bought it and I just mmm, a bit interested with him at that time.

Then just somehow, in November he will have a showcase in Indonesia. I'm too late to heard that, and I dunno how to have the ticket, at least I knew I must buy his album, and the album just out of stock. Thats mean I disnt saw his showcase. I'm just like, okay thats okay I will come to his next concert!
One day after his showcase he came and did a sing perfomance on the local television station Indonesia:) He said that he like banana fries, pisang goreng! Hahaha he is so funny and he can't say 'selamat malam' but he said 'selamat mama' and he said that he will come back to Indonesia:)))

And.....2 months ago I heard that Greyson will be have a concert in JITEC MangDu!!!

My sister really want to come, and me too, then we came!!!

20th, April, 2012

Me and my sister came to his concert at 4.45 pm and so CROWDED. So many teenagers coming there. We went to the concert venue, it was begins by CAMRYN perfomance, Greyson's band

Just then, maybe 45 minutes after that Greyson came out!!! He wore a jacket with Indonesian flag on his back! Red and white:)

His first perfomance was singing Unfriend You and I really like that song

Lalu Heart Like Stone, gue gak tau lagunya 3-| tapi itu enaaaaaak banget karena dia bawain pake suaranya yang tulus itu. Terus lagu Light Up the Dark, so lighted up my world that night! Abis dia nyanyiin Paparazzi-nya Lady Gaga, dengan powernya itu brooo yang 'brah' itu. Setelah itu dia nyanyi lagunya Adele yang Rolling In The Deep waaa it was so stunning, mana dia nyanyiinnya dengan beat yang lebih cepat membuat hati ini ngebeat-ngebeat:3. Terus lagunya dia sendiri, Purple Sky, abis itu Summertrain, Cheyenne, terus lagunya Foster The People yang Pump Up Kicks! Abis itu Take a Look at Me Now dan itu bener-bener awww sekali minta banget di-look:) Oh iya pas akhir-akhir gue nitip kado buat dia di Gift Corner dideket area konser tapi plastik giftnya udah gak ada masa:'\ jadi pada naruh dilantai mudah-mudahan aja dikasih ke Grey.

Dan, yang paling gue suka dia nyanyi Hold On Till The Night sama Waiting Outside The Lines di akhir pertunjukannya:)))))))

"This is why I love Indonesia so much! I feel so much love from you guys "- Greyson Chance.

Thousand years

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

WTF

Halooo:) here you are with me, the owner, the girl who have Paris! Lol.
Ok, I just met a-very-strange-thing! What, I've just opened facebook and went the online, and I found someone that sound good looking and I just added him, I chat;

Me: hi!

Craig Campbell: Hi! Who are you!?

Me: sorry, just add!

Craig Campbell: ok, bye!

Me: ya.

Chat Conversation End.

Then....guess what? After that he removed me!!! What the fuuu, he's too over to know someone that he doesn't know well-_-

FRIDAY

As usual...I think I'll always love Friday, I dunno why but!!!! I always feel happy&free at that day! <3 wohooo I love Friday. Maybe because I was born on Friday! Btw, today I just knew his name and twitter!!!!!!! Y U NO WHAT I AM FEELING NOW? Wtf I'm not happy as you think because he has a girlfriend. Hueee thankyou hands, NF, 1 year more old than me. 

Meet Astri

This is Astri and me [again] doing photo-ing, today.

This is me, doing webcame with a 'R' paper. I love R, the letter cuz it's my first name and also...bye.

Another tweet

Short Love Poems

I like him, I like him, I like him, yeah really madly bady deeply like him. But he even doesn't know about it and I just can see him through distance and this is some poems that relate to my feelings right now.

What is it?

His eyes like shining star

Make me stare at him,

His smile like morning glory

Does something in me within,

His everything reminds me of heaven above

Should I say now that I am in love?

-Kena

Could It Be Love?!

When I see you; my heart sinks down to my belly, my legs turn to jelly.
I hear your voice and my ears melt.
This is a feeling I have never felt. 
You are my very first thought in the morning, and my last night fall.
I want to grow old with you, I know this feeling is true!
What is this feeling?
May I ask one question?
Can you returned back it soon?

-Lidzie

Prankster Do's

Everyone loves to laugh and this is some practical jokes maybe you can do! 

Well, happy reading and try it to be a prankster!

a. Thrills and Spills

    Make a fake spillage to lay across your friends! Or family's prized possesions!

    Prankster Props 

    • Brown paint  • PVA glue  • Cup  • Greaseproof paper

    1. First decide what you want to pretend to spill - tea, coffeee, hot chocolate?

    2. Mix some brown paint with some white PVA glue, 

        make the finished mixture a bit darker than you want

        because it gets lighter as it dries.

    3. Find the cup you're going to 'spill' and place it on its side on some
        greaseproof paper.

    4. Carefully spoon your glue mixture onto the edge of the cup forming

        a big pool of pretend drink on the paper. It could look like the glue 

        mixture is spilling out the cup.

    5. When it's dry, peel it off the greaseproof paper and the practical joke

        is ready. This 'drink' can be spilled anywhere, can be on your 

        brother's computer or your father's shoes. 

Omegle again

Hello buzzz guys, I just talk with someone on omegle text then this is the conversation, short conversation.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: hi

Stranger: hi

You: asl?

Stranger: female 16 usa

You: or what's on your mind now?

Stranger: my dead grandpa

You: why them?

You: maybe you can tell.

Stranger: tell what

You: how he can dead? Im sorry to heard that :(( be strong girl

Stranger: he died march 8th from cancer

You: oh:( my grandpa has died 9 years ago and also because of cancer

Stranger: aww sorry

You: nope, we're have same story

Stranger: yeah so u m or f

You: im female

Stranger: oh..

You: hehe :D what are you find on omegle. me....find a handsome guy/ maybe a girl that can be a friend.

You: ?*

Stranger: lol yeah ... where u live

You: Indonesia :D

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

What da very fuckin' conversation? After I said that I'm from Indonesia then she's disconnect -_- OK.

Things that I Love

Well, that's sooo many girls things that I love, I like :) but maybe I didn't have it all and now I'm opened this website to see many picture that very impressive. I would like to tell you and share it all! If you're a girl I think you'll or certainly like this all! Check this out!

♥