"And today I saw you again. You are still the same, you still looks so damn cool in front of me. Standing there in the first floor as I was going downstairs... then I walked pass you and yeah to be honest, my heart still beating so fast and there was coming a big smile on my face. And yeah it happened just by seeing your face. I still don't know why is it still happened to me after all those times. Just for a while on that day, I saw you were going home by motorcycle with your girlfriend and I am all alone." Thursday, February 6th 2014
So I think that you know that sentences was made by me a long time ago. I might sound cheesy and poor!!!! I know!!! It's like I like him (well not already in love with him) because I didn't know him well. Back to myself in Senior High School, I was a very shy person, especially when I had to interact with the one whom I have a feeling on. I have never like having a deep conversation with him even I feel like he often tried to start chit chat with me huahahaha PEDE yeah. HMMM BUT SERIOUSLY I THOUGHT HE WAS EVER HAD A CRUSH ON ME. I did caught him looked at me several times, he added me on facebook :P, he was ever wink at me in the computer laboratory when I sat next to him and I was like what the hell he's so creepy i am shy what does he mean why he does that to me and all I did was a flat face with no voice.
That story is not going to be the point of my post by the way. I am gonna tell you about what my big teacher (lol I dunno how to say dosen) today. Dia bilang intinya gini... "Kalian umur segini pastilah pernah naksir sama orang. Kalo ketemu orang itu pasti deg-deg an, senyam-senyum sendiri. Padahal sih ngelihat doang, ngomong juga enggak, kenal juga enggak. Senengnya liat dia aja padahal dia nggak tau kamu siapa, tau kehadiran kamu juga enggak, dia juga lagi ngobrol sama orang lain bukan sama kamu tapi kok kamu bisa seneng yah. Nah itu dia, salah satu bentuk komunikasi yang nggak bisa dijelasin itu cinta." Kata dosen gue itu... itu namanya cinta, well as far as I know cinta itu harus kenal-pdkt-deket-suka-nyaman but I can't assume because I have never really in love. And she's also said this "Kalo liat dia seneng walaupun nggak kenal itu namanya cinta tapi kalo udah ngerasa pingin dia jadi milik kamu itu bukan cinta." ASHEDAPPP
Ibunya bener banget yah cinta itu nggak harus memiliki (jomblo thoughts). Cinta juga nggak bisa dicari, datengnya sendiri aja tanpa diminta, perginya aja yang tiba-tiba ehehehehe. I personally sih belum pernah yang namanya liking-someone-who-likes-me *crying over the shower* I always be the one who would be the secret admirer...but haven't found the right ones... Well we'll se how it goes. I also think that it will not be easy to maintain relationship with someone right now I don't know whether it will be a disraction or a motivation. One thing I know is the right thing will come in the right time.
CIAO!!!
So I think that you know that sentences was made by me a long time ago. I might sound cheesy and poor!!!! I know!!! It's like I like him (well not already in love with him) because I didn't know him well. Back to myself in Senior High School, I was a very shy person, especially when I had to interact with the one whom I have a feeling on. I have never like having a deep conversation with him even I feel like he often tried to start chit chat with me huahahaha PEDE yeah. HMMM BUT SERIOUSLY I THOUGHT HE WAS EVER HAD A CRUSH ON ME. I did caught him looked at me several times, he added me on facebook :P, he was ever wink at me in the computer laboratory when I sat next to him and I was like what the hell he's so creepy i am shy what does he mean why he does that to me and all I did was a flat face with no voice.
That story is not going to be the point of my post by the way. I am gonna tell you about what my big teacher (lol I dunno how to say dosen) today. Dia bilang intinya gini... "Kalian umur segini pastilah pernah naksir sama orang. Kalo ketemu orang itu pasti deg-deg an, senyam-senyum sendiri. Padahal sih ngelihat doang, ngomong juga enggak, kenal juga enggak. Senengnya liat dia aja padahal dia nggak tau kamu siapa, tau kehadiran kamu juga enggak, dia juga lagi ngobrol sama orang lain bukan sama kamu tapi kok kamu bisa seneng yah. Nah itu dia, salah satu bentuk komunikasi yang nggak bisa dijelasin itu cinta." Kata dosen gue itu... itu namanya cinta, well as far as I know cinta itu harus kenal-pdkt-deket-suka-nyaman but I can't assume because I have never really in love. And she's also said this "Kalo liat dia seneng walaupun nggak kenal itu namanya cinta tapi kalo udah ngerasa pingin dia jadi milik kamu itu bukan cinta." ASHEDAPPP
Ibunya bener banget yah cinta itu nggak harus memiliki (jomblo thoughts). Cinta juga nggak bisa dicari, datengnya sendiri aja tanpa diminta, perginya aja yang tiba-tiba ehehehehe. I personally sih belum pernah yang namanya liking-someone-who-likes-me *crying over the shower* I always be the one who would be the secret admirer...but haven't found the right ones... Well we'll se how it goes. I also think that it will not be easy to maintain relationship with someone right now I don't know whether it will be a disraction or a motivation. One thing I know is the right thing will come in the right time.
CIAO!!!
