Making Me Feel Like

This song stucks in ma head - everything has changed

[Taylor Swift]
All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles in your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel like

[Taylor Swift]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

[Both]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

[Both]
'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

[Ed Sheeran]
And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you

[Taylor Swift]
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel like

[Both]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

[Both]
'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
And you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh.
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind.

[Taylor Swift]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

[Both]
All I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

[Taylor Swift]
All I know is we said, "Hello."
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days I'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

(azlyrics.com) my fav website for lyrics {}

Complicated

Remember when you cared? I miss that.
I won't start the conversation but I'm want to talk to you so I'll just wait.
I can't stop thinking about your smile, it's the best thing ever.
Dear Someone, Where were you when I needed you the most?
I hate when I'm texting with someone and then the conversation gets boring and I don't know what to say anymore.
Hoping too much and then getting dissapointed because of my high expectations.
I miss my childhood, no homework, no wake up early, no exam, no stress, no problems in life.

Hi Again

Selamat malam para pemirsa, kembali lagi bersama saya di acara kita yang alay dan ngebosenin ini.

Oke gue lahu, fix

Honestly I dunno what to write here as the introduction lol it feels like I am gonna write an argumentative paragraph for my course :'D oh well course, BTW I haven't ask my course whether if I passed my hi 3 or not. Whenever I call them, they always did not answer the call. And I just asked my friend and she said the first meeting was on..........im late again. Hufff idk I am lazy to study at that course tbh but my mom and dad did not allowed me too and only 1 level left til I graduated from that course *YEEY* *suaraterompet* *suaratepuktangan*

Actually, I am very tired of taking angkot every saturday *sombong amat broh* not that, but the way IS quite long. I will always get the traffic plus the hot and smell of the transportations here are suck lol.

I want to take an english course at *preet*, it is the way closest from my house and the teacher are mostly foreigner and they will speak english every time!! (Of course) and maybe I can fluently speak english but the fee is more expensive than the one that I am in and I think that is one of the reason why my parents did not allowed me to take a course at that place.  They said that I can take that course maybe when english is very important and necessary for my daily life or maybe when I am in the college. 

HOW IS YOUR LIFE DUDEEE?

My life is pretty good :) 

I think I just need to thank more to God with what I have already had and I should not ask more. This is my life so I just need to feel and live it, do not to think what other people's life is.

My Miserable Life - Temen Sejati?

Bonjour !

Kedewasaan.

Hidup gue nambah miserable deh kayaknya. People suck. Apalagi ketika kita semua yang tadinya cuman anak kecil jadi remaja dan sekarang ada di masa transisi seorang remaja yang bakal jadi dewasa. Ini cerita hidup gue sendiri yang menurut gue datar dan selalu down ga pernah up hahaha.Kata buku yang gue baca: GIRLS ONLY! All About Periods and Growing Up Stuff katanya sih beranjak dewasa itu asyik soalnya karena banyak hal menyenangkan yang menanti, misalnya pesta. Nah ga pernah tuh gue datengin suatu acara seventeen birthday temen gue, terakhir kali pas gue SD kali-_- Terus katanya juga; liburan bareng temen, belom pernah tuh, gue sih sering liat di media sosial maupun realita banyak anak sepantaran gue yang nginep-nginep gitu kerumah teman sejatinya. Nah me? Haven't got one yet. Ada sih yang baik, tapi setiap diajakin main dan hang out bareng pasti hal yang kuping gue dengerin adalah "Males ah gue, mager banget Na", sampe bosen gue dengerin alasan begini melulu. Dan, si buku ini bilang "Di suatu saat kamu bakal ngerasa berada di puncak dunia, tapi berikutnya kamu terpuruk banget." Kalo gue sih kebanyakan terpuruknya daripada feels im on the top of the world.
        Satu point yang gue setuju banget dari buku ini adalah "Hampir semua orang pasti pernah ngeselin dan kita ga bisa ubah hal itu. Jadi kita harus bisa lakuin sesuatu yang bisa benar-benar kita nikmatin dan ngehibur diri kita sendiri." Setuju banget!!!! At least we just have ourselves to cope with our life.
        Hal yang gue pinginin sekarang ini adalah punya sahabat, ya seseorang deh atau lebih juga gak apa-apa, seseorang yang bisa percaya sama kita, bisa dengerin cerita kita dan nanggepin juga so pasti, bisa nerima kita term and condition instead of nobodys perfect, seseorang yang bisa kita ajak gila-gilaan bareng, jailin orang lain, lakuin aktivitas dan hang out bareng, ketawa bareng, nangis bareng, ga peduli kita gembel kek sampah masyarakat kek tapi dia selalu ada disamping lo untuk nemenin lo dan lo juga bisa ngelakuin semua hal itu balik ke dia. Kadang gue suka liat di sosmed banyak deh bule2, ataupun pribumi juga yang punya best friends, keliatannya di foto sih. Tapi mereka tuh kompak banget, selalu bareng2 dan gue berasumsi kalau punya teman sejati adalah hal paling menyenangkan di dunia.
      Kata orang-orang sih dapet temen dan putus hubungan dengan temen itu biasa terjadi saat kita beranjak dewasa dan jangan sampe kita ubah diri kita biar bisa gabung sama suatu geng. Yang gue harap adalah suatu hari gue bisa dapetin temen sejati yang accept kelebihan dan kekurangan, amin!

Hehe thank you ya udah ngabisin waktu di posting curhatan ga penting gue,

xoxo.

I'd Try

Hi lads
Udah lama nih gue ga curcol di blog kesayangan gue yang gue amat sangat kasihi :')
Dari emotnya aja udah keliatan kalo gue mau cerita sedih. Ya, sedih. Kata orang gue sedih mulu, sebenernya ga ada yang ngomong begini sih....
Oke to the point aja, gue naksir sama bouloe (re:bule)
Pake inggris aja yah biar keren hehe
We met on omegle-_- ""dasar jomblo"" yes and then we talked on skype. What I knew about him is, he is a 19 years old college boy and he is from London. AAAND, we did the video call, but he was not a perv guy like what omegle's guys. After talked for like 4 days, he haven't online for a long time and then 1 month after that he came online! Gosh! I was so happy to seeing him online. And I hope he greet me kek apa kek, then what makes me sad he didn't reply our last convo since a month ago......
Just because I could not keep my hand not to typing an im for him, finally I said "Hey this is you?" I know that was a stupid question, ya itu dialah goblog pake nanya segala. Tapi ga apa apa abis gue bingung mau  nyapa dengan kata apaan. Terus yang bikin sedihnya lagi; he still didn't answer it yeee gue cenenk. And I went offline and 'guling gulingan' di kamar sambil dengerin lagu yang connect sama suasana itu.
Yaudah. Maybe he does not wanna talk to me anymore, kali yah. Mau diapain lagi. He just like coming to my life and it was like he wanted me yesterday but suddenly he lost and he seems like he doesn't know who you are. Apa gue yang GR, yaudah biarin lah namanya juga derita jomblo. The last, thats ok I still have a crush on him :B

What I learned Today

Hi pal, again and again. Maybe for the I don't know how many times I had been hurted by my friends..

Ok seems over but that was true. At first they seem too nice and like a good friend that I can I share everything with. But just a few days ago I just realized that they were TOO MUCH MAKE UP, I mean they have two faces (muka dua: Indonesian language). When they were hearing my story and responds they seem like they were care enough to me but at least *jeng jeng jeng jeng* they actually don't care at all. How did I know that? I can see that from their gestures..hmm so pfffft I hate them. Once, they were planning to go to watching movie and they weren't ask me to go with them. I felt so umm but ok. From now I don't wanna ask them to go with me and the last thing I learned is..... "Don't easily trust with people who just looks nice but you don't even know themselves in personality." and this one Fake friends are like fall leaves, found everywhere.

So from now be selective to catch all the fakeness! LOL thx:*

I Have A Crush On

I just looked up to my twitter and saw the Trending Topic, and there was #IHaveACrushOn hashtag! Probably people wouldn't say who is her or his crush hahaha either me well here are some #crazyandtruestory bout me lol

#IHaveACrushOn him, yeah of course!
#IHaveACrushOn someone who will probably never feel the same.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who probably doesn't even know I'm exist.
#IHaveACrushOn Harry Styles but he has someone right now lol.
#IHaveACrushOn someone that is not mine. My bad, sorry.
#IHaveACrushOn Nathan well oops! He is maybe doesn't feel the same but I sad lol.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who's way to good for me.
#IHaveACrushOn a guy with blue eyes.
#IHaveACrushOn my bed. We go to sleep together every night.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who likes anybody else right now.
#IHaveACrushOn my ex. Oh well (I don't even have an ex) lol.
#IHaveACrushOn this guy I've been knowing for quite some time.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who doesn't belong to me.
#IHaveACrushOn someone special, out there.
#IHaveACrushOn someone who I will never have a chance with.
#IHaveACrushOn my classmate lol.
#IHaveACrushOn someone that would never have a crush on me.
#IHaveACrushOn someone that I have ever met 2 times.
#IHaveACrushOn umm hell, hi but :herpderp: :megusta:

Im back babe

Hai, panggil aja gue mantannya Harry Styles.
Gak deng, gue boong jangan percaya. Hari ini UAS gue selesai loh teman22, disaat anak2 sekolah lain masih berkutat dengan lingkaran itu. Dan dan dan....bad news-nya gue masih nge-stuck sama doi haha.
Oke gue rasa gue dan doi sangat2 fit&cocok!! Perasaan gue doang kali.
Pertama, kemaren gue ganti tas jadi tas slempang. Terusannya doi juga ganti tas slempang
Kedua, hari ini doi bawa sapu tangan. Dan gak sengaja gue juga bawa
Ketiga, hari ini temen gue mau minjem rautan terus manggil gue "nama gue", eh yang nengok doi sambil ngomong "Apaan?" dan temen gue bilang "emang lo *nama gue*?" Itu kan berarti doi nyadar kalo separoh jiwanya terpanggil :')
Yang gak cocoknya adalah.......
Gue suka sama doi tapi doi naksir cewek lain, takdir kali ya. Cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan huhu
Kalo menurut buku yang baru gue baca sih, "Jika salah satunya tidak memiliki ruang yang cukup untuk cinta, maka cinta itu akan beranjak pergi." - Refrain. Yaudah lah ya *trollface* *foreveraloneface* *ngesotsambilnangis*