Normally absurd

All I have to do for now is....

Officially 16 babe

I am officially16 years old!!!! Wohooo
I will be 17 in one year, and will have KTP (it is a card which is identify someone as a people in my country). It was like uhm 7 days ago, yeah 6 September. I had same date of birthday with my dad. He was born at 6 September 1964 and I was born at 6 September 1996. We're twins yeaaah lol, I love him very much!! I have nothing for my birthday....I mean there is no party, but there was just like my mom and sist came to me and said "Selamat Ulang tahun kakak, Nana!" and also some of my best friends wishing me a birthday and I always loved when someone say hbd to me whoever they were. I was like ouuuuh I love you so much <3 bc you care about me :)

Honestly, I'm scared being a teenager. It seems like a life full of many things that scary me so much, like I don't wanna like somebody else..because I know what will happen later if it does not come back to me, heartbreaks. Then this life is full of regret Idk why, HELL NO I LIVE WITH NO REGRETS! but when we lost something that can't replace *On shuffle, Coldplay - Fix You. Ok, when  we get what we want but not what we need, then after doing something that we thought it was a waste. At least it was a destiny. So if we lose something, that is mean that it is not belongs to us. There is a thing which is the way better, just wait it will come themselves even we don't expect.

A cute blackforest from my beloved mom ♥ 

As long as we have a beautiful life and a kind family we wouldn't be felt lonely :):) i feel so so

Destiny always been here!

Passing Grade Universitas Indonesia 2011

Kode	Program Studi	Daya Tampung	Passing Grade(%)	Peminat Tahun Lalu
312013	Ilmu Hukum *	30		1334
312043	Psikologi *	20		999
312051	Ilmu Komunikasi	15		1320
312073	Ilmu Administrasi Negara	10		525
312154	Manajemen	20		1001
312176	Ilmu Hubungan Internasional	10		817
312265	Sastra Inggris	10		672

Nyesek broh nyesek T__T gue hanya membayangkan begitu pintar dan lucky-nya orang-orang yang nembus dari beratus bahkan beribu-ribu orang yang minat. Gimana cara mereka belajar...dan gimana perasaan mereka setelah tau mereka dapet UI. I just wish, bakal dapet salah satu jurusan diatas atau gak apa aja yang penting di UI. Amin!

Quote

Bonjour :D laisser cet adolescent solitaire dire de vous. 
I just read a quote on twitter saying:
Every time I laugh, I hope he's watching. So maybe, just maybe, he'll fall in love with my smile just like I did with his.
....and I just directly thinking I usually do that for my crush lol ahahahaha. It's too hard to get attention by my crush, but he can easily get my attention whenever I see his smile.

The second one:
When I'm going to sleep I just wondering if someday I could be your girlfriend and this time you will call me just wanna to say good night.

Can anyone tell me why dreams are always better than the reality? I mean a sweet dreams like something that impossible and makes you fly through the cloud 9, flying with a pony, seeing a beautiful of world from the top of the sky. *OVER*
Then I think I just can be thankful of God! Cuz anything that has happened or not yet is a destiny. And if it's not end with a happy ending that's mean it's not over because certainly end with a happy ending!
Merci.

Cheers on omegle

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: tomorrow is my 16th birthday but i still...............havent got a bf :(

Stranger: well thats okay

Stranger: you're still young

Stranger: you dont NEED a bf or gf to survive

Stranger: these years are about discovering yourself and enjoying life

Stranger: do fun shit

Stranger: go adventuring

Stranger: hang out with friends and be a decent person

Stranger: learn shit and have fun with shit

Stranger: and you'll find a bf who treats you wonderfully when your ready

You: aaaaaaaaaaah thanks for cheers {}

Stranger: and when the time comes dont just settle for anyone just because

Stranger: Just make sure that when you ARE intrested in someone they treat you like you're the most extraordinary person

Stranger: dont settle for less :)

Stranger: and happy birthday!

You: thanks you are very kind

Stranger: No problem

And.......after that, I felt better. Thank you dear, whoever you was :):)<3

The best couple ever

The princess

The prince

Defying Gravity

Defying gravity song by Lea Michele on the Glee tv show, lyrics:

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game

Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!

Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
Bring me down!
Ohh ohhh ohhhh!

Babysitting

Hey how ya doin' adorable people ;)
Yesterday I just met my nephew!! His name is Arai, he is very fat :D
He has very chubby cheeks, stocky hands, tubby stomach and.......he is so sweet and... funny! He has a very cute voice, he could say the number and alphabet in english, btw he is 2 years old. He calls me aunty Nana, aww now Im an aunty. Last night he slept in my home, we played together and took pics, he hold my hands and it felt like I am not alone :'). He is very clever! Ikr, he likes to playing games in his tab with english language. He likes to playing ball, and watching cartoon hahaha.
There he is:

Playing a ball

Photo-ing with me